new life!!:)

2009 its all over..
bt..
2010 its also gonna to over too..
bt i love 2010
in this new year..
learn many new things n new friends..
new teachers
new friends
everything new!!
haha..
n d most important things is i finially give up on loving her...
i forget her le..
i thk tis is d bez things..
i learn hw to leave it away..
gif her freedom..
give her everything..
bt d bad things cum too..
haih..
PMR...
its cumming..
so fast..
n i dun have any time to prepare for d PMR..
n i dun have d nood to prepare too..
so unluckily...
bt these few month..
i love a gal again..-.-
haih..
love someone is so difficult..
being love by someone is more easier than love a ppl...
when i feel tat i fell in love towards her...
i'm gonna crazy..
bcos i thk tats impossible for me to love her..
tats impossible...
ages...
she is older than me..
d prob is nt older than me 1 or 2 years...
is more than tat number...
tats y i say its impossible..
diff world..
hw to love each other???
haih..
i cnt believe tat i reali fell in love towards her..
reali unbelieveable..
bt i reali love her...
haih..
i thk its gonna be ok...
bcos i dun mind...
i hope she wont mind too.

sry...

sry to u...

i reali cnt controll myself ler...

i fell in love towards u ler...

bt i tried to forget u...

bt i reali cnt...

i tried stop finding u every 2nd recess...

bt i cnt...

i cnt concentrate on doing anything if i dint c ur face...

event cnt slp gud at nite...

i knw i'm not suppose to love u...

bt reali gt many reason to love u...

many ppl thinks tat ppl fat is not leng luii...

bt to me...

its ok my gf to be fat...

i dun mind...

bt d more important things is...

she care abt me...

these few days when i saw her...

i feel hapi...

bt dono y...

i act i'm vry sad when i go find her...

n i jz wan to stay there longer...

bt dono y when i saw her...

then feel like someone warning me not to stay too long time thr...

so i go bak to my class by forcing...

feel sad...

when i reach my class i cnt stop miss her...

i jz sit on my place n start miss her till tchr cum in to d class...

wat happen to me...

actually...

i dun like carmen...

bt i dono y i wan to go near to her...

its complicated....

jz wana to say sry to her...

cnt controll myself to stop loving her...

dissapointed...

feel dissapointed to my parents...

i cant feel tat ur r worrying me....

i go out wif u two...

like i c two ppl standing infront of me...

sienz...

i knw tis year PMR...

bt i'm a human oso...

nid to go out play wif friends de...

lolz...

i 15 years old edi la...

every day say tis say tat...

dont feel boring...

summore say me online go c sex tape,do sumthing unnessery...bla bla bla...

lolz...

pls la...

i online onli chatting n facebook...

n i lock my room door cos my baby brother is vry kacao...

then whr ur think to??

sex tape??

can think sumthing positive??

i reali cant take it...

jz nid some time...

i dint go out wif friends once a week...

is long time once...

like tis oso cant...

wan watch movie wif friends oso cannot...

then wat can i do??

every day stay at home??

i go gai gai wif friends 4th time already...

bt i gt take 1sen from u all a not??

all my own money...

i earn all those money jz hope can go out wif friends...

i dint eat every day in skol??

for wat??

jz hope can earn more money to go out play wif friends...

ur think tat all my friends r bad??

u can go ask skol tchr...

do u all knw y i change so much...

jz because of u all...

every day not say me watch sex tape then say me waste money...

ei i save those myself de lo...

before i buy tat i think before 4to 5 times de lo...

call ur brg me go buy pen onli...

then say laz week not cum before mehh??

u sot liao ah??

laz week??

i dint go thr for almost 1 month already lo...

until now...

my pen all no ink already i oso dint call u brg me go buy pen...

i borrow my friends pen to use...

sumtimes borrow joon tat de pen for whole week...

tats reali enough for me...

i cant take it anymore ler...

if u all continue like tat...

i reali will plan 离家出走de lo...

every day jz will say bad things abt me...

say me slp late...

lolz...

h u knw??

i slp early u knw??

i slp late then u knw...

bt u wond knw i slp early...

i prepare my test muz let u all knw??

i go study u all will knw??

see me playing computer then scold here scold there...

fine!!

feel annoying...

n i dono hw to becum ur son...

becum an orphan i think will feel more better...

if now i can work myself i reali dun think will cum home liao...

cos home not like home not warm at all...

feel like other ppl's home more worm...

they can live happily...

tell joke to each other...

bt my hse lehh??

1030pm...

all slp...

before 1030pm lehh??

some go slp...some watch tv...some go see his fish...some go do their things...

almost no ppl in d living room...

jz a nanny sitting there watch tv...

i tried to sit at d living room...

bt no other ppl will be thr...

so i jz stay in my room chatting wif my friends...

n i dint gt relation ship wif a girl...n now de age love a girl is normal...

dun tell me tat on tis age u dint love a ppl before...

tats imposible...exept u r an alien...

bak to living thr...enough for this ler...cant take it anymore...

exept 9pm dad will sit thr watch news...

then all go slp...

lolz...

feel sien when i sit on d living room...

i slp every time when i sit there...

haiks...

hope they will knw wat i reali wan...

say so much oso no use...

the laz things i wan to say is...

other ppl's family make me feel hapi n wan to join them...

tats i wan to tell u all...